Man.. I just can't catch a break I swear. I got a call from the unemployment office.. and since UA decided not to return their calls, my claim was delayed 2 weeks.. but.. it was resolved and I'll be getting sent a check soon. I filed my claim so soon it should be here. Soon after that, I get a call from a lawfirm in Massachusetts, stating that a credit card debt that was aparently never settled when I paid $580 after being told that was the settlement amount..never happened. So.. now I owe $1000 and have to come up with $200 by the 28th as a downpayment, then pay $50 a month til things get better. I fucking hate creditors.. honestly.. but if I want to restore my credit..this has to be done -_-. Still no luck finding a job, but.. I'm sure I can find something soon.

Well.. yesterday.. at 3pm I talked to HR.. and I was let go. They gave me some bullshit answer like.. "there is no other department that has less attention to detail or work that what you currently do".. "and based upon your lack of ability for attention to detail and your performance records.. we are taking your resignation and releasing you".. they can expect a fight back. For 1, I didn't fucking say I can't pay attention to detail.. I have MEMORY issues.. not attention issues. So I filed for unemployment and I'm contacting the EEOC (Equal Employment Oppurtunity Commission) and filling grevience with them since I was let go under wrongful terms. I had a goddamn medical reason for my work.. and this is what happens.. what a bunch of assholes. And this Tammie bitch in HR.. I swear to fucking god she doesn't do shit.. and she's the supervisor. She told me I couldn't even to TeleCO.. which is a hell of a lot less work than fucking ESD. Anyways.. I hope the EEOC gives me an answer along the lines of "you have a case" and I fucking win so I can shove it up UA's stingy ass.

Well yesterday was probably one of my worst days ever... I officially got reamed a new asshole by my boss.. well..the department did. Over some stupid bullshit cause someone from upstairs can't type Jr. or Sr. correctly.. and it's taking over a month to fix a problem that should have taken no more than a week. So given the fact I was concerned with my meds and all that happened in that mess.. in my best interest for the department.. I stepped down. Monday I will be transferring to another department... and Kathy and Paula said they will do everything in their power to make sure I don't leave without a job and stay within the company. Kathy thanked me for at least trying my best to do what I could.. and said it was admirable to own up and say I could not do a job. Maybe I can take a vacation or a personal day sometime this week..to let my head clear.. it's been rough as hell for me this past month or so. It's just good to know I still have supporting friends I guess.. who knows what will come of things now. I got my tax return in.. I wish I could buy a laptop with it.. but.. i'm gonna wait and see.. who knows either. I guess if I can find something better to write about soon.. I will.. but I was too stressed out and blanked out to write this yesterday.. later.

btw.. for those that wonder who I am.. this is me..