Searching

Well, I went online to the City of Allen website to look for job postings, cause i'm sick of pizza hut and I don't wont to keep working there. I've been there for about 3 years now and it just keeps getting worse. So I found a job posting for a "food and beverage clerk" position for the Chase Oaks Golf Course that pays $792-$1188 for 20-30 hours bi-weekly. That kind of job would be perfect for me and would allow me to finally go back to school >_<. Tabetha (mezzanine) seems to be doing ok after her friend passed, so that's good. I quit my ninja job and sold all my gear so that i could go full-time ranger. Even though half the guild got pissed and said "why?! your awesome at nin". I said that I shouldn't have to feel like i'm competing with my job as a tank with fellow ninja (dedaj). The second Dedaj hit 73 he started always trying to out-do me in some way. He's a dick and a showoff, especially with his money, but doesn't show any positive side because he can't keep hate for shit. So here's to the new Ranger life! (*'-')b

Wishful Thinking

Welp, tonight the LS goes to fight the turtle and peryton (giant bird) gods Genbu and Suzaku. This morning i got level 56 on my Ranger and got to equip the hoochie shorts XD. Hopefully if Genbu drops the Kabuto Helm i will get that so that i can take less fuggin damage -_-; . This party i was in while at 55 was so fucking crazy, all Japanese players that really know their shit when it comes to exping. I guess that i'm so infacuated with the japanese culture, that maybe i should move there someday to experience it for myself :o. Who knows, only time will tell the future i guess ^^;. The technology and culture of Japan is so awesome though.... plus all the anime i can dig my heart and eyes into (/dance). Well, off the lan center to go join up with the LS...*prays and crosses fingers*

ORZ

well, after seeing many people post on these, figured I would finally get it started.

Most of these blogs pertain to a game life I rather enjoy inside Final Fantasy XI. FFXI is an MMORPG (massive multiplayer online role-playing game) for those who don't know the meaning. I've been playing for just over 2 years now and enjoy it to the max.

Well, about a week ago my Ninja job and the success of it finally just drove me insane. I've been trying to get end-game gear to equip for god knows how long now. The LS goes and kills all the 3 other gods and gets insanely good drops. Northstar got Genbu's helm, Mandrake and Hie finally got their Koenig Helm's, Sever got his Seiryu's sword, and a few other mages got some Zenith gear. But of course, Seiryu's punk ass didn't drop the Kote in 2 fights, which is extremely odd. And alas, when I think finally we can kill Byakko and I will FINALLY get to see my Haidate drop...the LS wipes and lost any chance of drops for the 2nd time. Ugh! I finally got so pissed offf i told the LS i was gonna either quit and sell all my Ninja armor and continue to lvl my Ranger job to 75. But, they convinced me to just take a break from Ninja and relax a bit.

So, for the next week i'll see how much i can get into Ranger and take my mind off of Ninja for a bit. Last night I obtained level 55 on Ranger and learned Slug Shot and OMG that weapon skill is the fucking shit. Sooo much damage but damn it's accuracy is a bitch to keep consistant ; ;. The artifact armor is really nice and cool looking. Ranger is expensive but damn it's nothing compared to Ninja >_<. I'm enjoying Ranger so much, I think it was good to take this week off to level it so that I just don't delete my character and go insane.

Sometimes I wonder what i would do without this game though, I talk about it consistantly as though it were real life, and even though i'm sure my family thinks i'm some giant geek (probably already am but meh) that never gets out...I'd rather be playing this game than playing with my life in hobbies like drugs, gangs, and other stupid shit that people seem to do. Well, Hopefully some just come to understand that I enjoy this as much as they enjoy their hobbies, and come to respect it and wish me my own luck in life as I do for them.