well well, how do I start this one off.. things have been quite the life here. I've been spending time with alot of the new friends I've made here already, we play Warcraft III: Frozen Throne mods called DoTA alot, and it's just an utter blast. I also Go walking frequently to learn areas still.. and just enjoy the weather and atmosphere here.. despite how much it rains.. it's overall a nice change. I still am looking for employment sadly, which sucks a fat nut but after I uploaded my new and revised resume to monster.com the other day... I went from 4 checks to 11 overnight o_o ; It was just astounding to see that kind of reaction just in the general area of technology based society. I have to say I love it here.. and can't wait to get my schoolilng started to meet more people and oppurtunities. I have to wait on my mom to get her info to me so I can complete the information for FAFSA to get financial aid rolling. I really wish Amanda could get me SOMETHING paid back.. even if it was just 100.. because i'm hurting more and more especially for groceries and stuff I need like hangers and a desk. I hope soemthing happens soon cause i'm anxious to do what I set my goals for ASAP.

FFXI wise it's been ok.. I got my alchemy to 100 if i didn't mention that, but Dynamis hasn't been to kind cause retarded assholes like AgainstTheFront LS keep stealing zones and fucking up other people. They jacked beaucadine from us tonight AND they got a Koga Chainmail drop...the ONE FUCKING PIECE of gear I want and am guaranteed to get NEXt.. ALONE.. NOBODY ELSE CAN LOT... /sigh... it's just painful to see people get lucky like that and not us.

I hope Tabetha finds something better outside from the pain and frustration she had/has from Brenda and that life. Love her witb all support but I hope she finds what makes her happy.. which she somewhat seemed to find.. and that makes me smile.. no matter what can happen to make my life seem like shit. Anyways.. til I can find something else to update on.. laters.