Oooooh where do we begin now. Yesterday was father's day, I finally called my dad, and actually had a conversation without a judgmental comment coming from him. I love my dad to death.. as much as I love my mom, but there's just sometimes when people need to shut the FUCK UP. He knows it, hell he even said it. Things have gotten to a degree that my dad knows he does things or says things because he wants to see the best happen to me in life. I can't ask for more from him, because it's something small like that for which I appreciate from him and other people. I don't usually ask for much in life and try to do things on my own for ME, not for someone else. I was on the phone with my dad for about 2 hours on father's day, just having a normal conversation.. and.. it means something to me because.. I've always been one to be affraid of my dad when I was younger for some reason, but now it's grown to .. "I'll talk to you when I want to because I don't want to deal with bullshit criticism."

Well, I sold my projector for $550 after only paying $40 for it.. so that was nice. I'm selling my sega nomad/gamegear stuff on ebay as well and that has a day and a half left. I think I have a friend willing to buy my wall scrolls, so then i'm pretty much set until I need to make sure I condense all my shit into a few suitcases (need to obtain a few) so that I don't fork out $2000 to move a few boxes to Florida. Life will be good there I think, because, I'll be behind a college that I can hopefully attend to thru grants and loans or w/e I can get my hands on. I miss school and I want to go back and get my degree in computer animation/graphic design and animation. I also get to be in a new surrounding to meet new people and do some new things I haven't done before. I'm excited yet .. a little concerned at the same time! But it's a new beginning in a sort of way.. and I think it will do me good for a change of pace.

As far as FFXI goes.. I still play.. I left enfini cause of Juvian trying to make the game a job again.. and I don't want/need that. I like to have fun and enjoy my time spent on the game.. not worry about if I dont' show up or want to go to something that THEY want to have planned.. it can cancel my RL plans when they occur and so I took my leave. I was extremely upset to see that Tabetha got screwed out of her osode which she rightfully earned over that idiot Rharptwo.
I would almost go back to enfini just to bitch ... but BLAH. I hope she does ok because I worry about her so much it makes me paranoid. I read she gets raped almost and it damn near made me cry. I read her struggels with her relationships with the people she loves and cares for but almost gets a big slap to the face over the people she loves cause they can't make an honest decision for themselves to own up and love her back the same way she loves them. I just enjoy doing stuff with friends without having to worry about bs game drama for drops anymore.. because we just help each other get shit that we want and focus on having fun and doing things as friends. That is what enfini was supposed to be about. Not this crap going on now. Juvian called me the other day.. and I was surprised that he didn't ask me about when he would get his hawker's knife+1 set. I hope Tabetha get what she deserves in game and in outside life, which is an osode in game and someone that loves her as equally as she loves the other people she cares for and wants to be involved with. I hope she drops talkign to Mia period because I don't think it's worth the drama she dishes out. I know you'll probably be upset with me for saying that Tabetha since you read this, but that's my feelings, you dont' need someone in your life who causes you pain and frustration. I'm finished ranting now but til when I post again.. later~