Well the new meds are working kinda nice. I'm not nearly as drowsy anymore (for the most part). I 'm kinda taking care of myself better as I'm not feeling like I have to take care of everyone else around me. I started taking more naps when I feel tired and eating when I'm hungry and even trying to work on my knees not hurting as much. I still don't know if I'll continue to play softball or not.. given how I'm uncertain work can fit in the playing at 9:30pm. I always love baseball, it's one of my biggest passions but sometimes.. it's just too much. I cleaned the apt by myself yet again. I kinda went spaz on it though.. but it sucked seing as I had to go 1800's style and mop with a damn washcloth and just water from the sink and soap cause we don't have a mop. But none the less I got the kitchen, bathroom, my beedroom, living room, and floors cleaned. My room actually isn't covered with computer books and software disks/installs from trying to repair my system crash >_<.

On to FFXI news for the die hard soap fans! Last night the LS decided to do a random 2-kill Kirin visit..and we took him down easy. The only dissapointment was that I still don't have my Osode. NOT to be discouraged.. the next one to drop goes to me.. no questions, if/and/or buts about it. Nobody and I do mean NOBODY can lot with/against me. I've busted my ass for 2 years for it and god damnit this time I will earn it and obtain it. My only real complaint is that people take into effect that people "try to make what they can". Poofzilla can be a cool guy. But the guy can be a complete deucschbag sometimes. He gets lost half the time.. doesn't pay attention cause he's getting stoned off his ass, or dying for some unknown reason. Yes I know and respect that the guy only can log on when he can due to work.. so he goes when he can.. I have no problem with that.. cause it's the same situation with me. BUT I at least make a damn effort contributed to this damn linkshell to make sure it's success is somewhat existant. I help lead events.. I show up to pretty much everything.. I take whichever job I'm needed as.. no matter what.. and I do that while working full time. So who's to say I haven't earned my shit? Poof's been doing end-game for less than a year, hell maybe 6 months? and the guy is basically decked out. I've been doing it for over 2 years.. and I'm JUST now completing it -_-. Sometimes it's just a fucking joke.. but now by sunday it'll finally be coming home to me. I'll definately be posting screens of it. Tabetha your a sweetheart to be so supportive and I hope you get what's coming to you as well. Just know I wanna be there to see you get yours.