Damn

Man..just when I thought maybe that Tabetha was doing a bit better..even with all the stuff going on with Mia..it seems to stress her out even more. Sometimes I wish that I could be near her..for more support..even though i'm just here. Sometimes the more concern you have for a friend puts you into a panic than you can handle..and that's how I feel most the time. I talk to her almost every night now, weather it's to just bullshit around or to have a serious talk on random topics. Tabetha seems to be one of the few people that cares for others as much as I do... which kinda explains why I can relate and talk to her with such an easy time. Damnit..I just wish there was some other way to fucking get her out of all this mess..who knows..maybe there is..I just haven't found it yet. The more I read her journal..the more concerned I get..now I guess it's time to just do what I usually do... and hence the waiting game begins.. til next time~