Drowning in thought

Well, talking with tabetha seems to get my mind off all the stressful things I seem to be dealing with.. why I don't know! However, maybe it has to deal with I can talk with her about shit that just deals with everyday life...and nothing really offfends her or me. She's like that.. "best female friend from next door" that you always talk to cause you can relate to almost EVERYTHING. The other night she transferred [with_teeth] via AIM.. and oh my GOD that album is the fucking SHIT! I've been listening to 1 track in particularly.."Right where it belongs" to do most of my thinking. The situations dealing with money, my job, and pretty much everything else in life seems to be setteling down... since I now know that I do have friends and family that support and care for me.. which is actually a relief..and calming (so to speak). I'll be more calmed down once I get a new job. Jasmine and Mary both are helping me out .. which is beyond awesome... not to mention my friend from FFXI.. (who knew friends from a game would carry over to outside "life"). I applied to like.. 10 places today.. in the short time I drove home from mom's house..talking with mary and listening to music.. to stay awake none the less, cause I didn't really sleep. As soon as I got home.. was kinda hoping to get a nap... but saw the food on the stove and ate..then passed out lol. When I woke up.. set up the computer.. and was able to get online shortly before this entry..and wanted to kinda talk to Tabetha..to see how she and Mia are doing..but alas..she signed on for 1 second..then logged off (oh well, another time maybe). God, why can't all this shit be over with soon... I'm gonna have to be patient though, cause then the reward will be "that" much greater in the end (or so I believe). Until next time...