Well, I had my appointment on monday.. and they are putting me on new meds slowly.. so that I can gradually go off the Zonegran. Hopefully this works and I can stop being so worried and finally calm the hell down. Work seems to somewhat understand but I had a talk with my boss today on where I feel I belong and things to that degree. She seems to understand and she said she'll work with me and give me a new set of notes that will help reduce some errors and hopefully make things easier for me to remember. I'll update later as things progress. til next time~